Solipsism So serpentine I think it might be time to simplify If it's too heavy Take off a load The rush comes once you've given up control I'm not as averse To “worse before it's better” outcomes As about them I'm not out of touch I just don't come around as much Double vision A single scrawl An infinite array of cannonballs And I'm exploding Burst bombs and bones I can't decide if I'd rather erode I'm not as averse To “worse before it's better” outcomes As about them I'm not out of touch I just don't come around as much I've got my rituals Capsules and chewables But I still don't take my vitamins But I've lied to every doctor who has ever asked Because I know everything about d**h So a couple throbbing teeth Don't worry me in the least See, I'm perfectly at peace Happily hedging bets I'm good for now I'm nothing – yet It's not that I don't toe the line It's just that neither of the sides Are catching my eye I'm not out of touch I just don't come around My prided prism My prison clothes Stars on slides slipped under microscopes My brash decisions My beating heart The end necessitates another start