Sister City - Who Knows lyrics

Probably I'm not as angry as I should be A stiff and stoic apology From a crumbling bastion of closed-eyed empathy I don't believe In the curative properties Of rivers or of centuries-old exercises for our egos or Of pushing my beliefs on anybody I've already lost them I couldn't care less Suddenly I am brought to my knees By all the things I see So unabashedly In disrepair Insight inciting fires in my stare So goddamn self-aware In conflict or in tandem with the "I don't cares" As genuine as irony thrown unprepared And ignorant and faultless Like the men nailed up on crosses The horizon duly dotted On any given day If I leave Or is it when, I mean? I will turn around And take in everything And I'd expect that I will see There was always something there for me