Siryss Da King - Nineteen? lyrics

Verse Nineteen? That's what it bleeps I hit Facebook; that's what I'll see The posts will come, the happy Bs So insincere, why do they sting? I'll check my phone the entire day Looking for her text, imagining her face Her curved lips with the red curls The same curls that framed my world Now they are gone, anger keeps them away I know now nothing I'll ever say... No! Push it all away! I need my head clear to perform this play I knew way before I reached this age To reach heaven, there'd be hell to pay! ...And a n***a stackin' up Cutting my fingers, cause you know I'm countin' up f**boys duck; you better rally up Cause I've got this mic and you know I'm tallying up! And this beat sounds like Club Paradise With its mellow flow, I watch rappers fly Out the woodworks; claiming they're the best "Look at me! I've got a story to tell!" Don't we all? My story's worth a ear It's about hope, the implications of fear! Guilt loaned with so many tears The ambition in my bones for a better year I want this...I want this so bad I'm willing to do whatever I can ...For a life there, I'm willing to sacrifice my life now! My friends ask me "What's cracking?" And I tell them, "I'm rapping" X 3 Know this: I disappeared to make things happen! I knew way before I reached this age To reach heaven, there'd be hell to pay And I'm stackin' up...a n***a stackin' up Cutting my fingers, cause you know I'm countin' up f**boys duck; you better rally up Cause I've got this mic and you know I'm tallying up! My mother won't be here today Since the first time I turned another age My mother won't be here today SEMESTER DoS is coming. It's got no expectations It's got nothing. But I've got expectations Best body of work in a long time. If ever Nineteen...nineteen Friends ask me "What's cracking?" And I tell them, "I'm rapping" Know this: I disappeared to make things happen! X 3 This social suicide is unfortunate But I disappeared to make things happen To get to heaven, there'll be hell to pay