Sirsy - Spark lyrics

So I wrote me a letter And asked for some better days Supposed to come from within But when the mail was delivered It didn't deliver me I'm still stuck in my skin See I haven't been sleeping Been keeping my eyes shut tight So I don't have to see How I lose my nerve With every word that spills When your pen points at me I want you To get off my Spark Spark ‘Cause I'm waiting for it to catch Yeah I've got this Spark Spark And something's got to catch You make me feel like a B side Like I pale beside you As the bright number one You're looking down through your halo While I'm running through amens And just dodging your thumb I can't wait for your blessing Or keep second guessing Every thing that I do So if you need a reason Call me heathen I don't believe in you I want you To get off my Spark Spark ‘Cause I'm waiting for it to catch Yeah I've got this Spark Spark And something's got to catch So don't give me sincere Like a cheap souvenir From everywhere I'll never be And of yourself You're so full So go on wax critical I don't care what you think of me Get off of my Spark Spark ‘Cause I'm waiting for it to catch Yeah I've got this Spark Spark And something's got to catch