[Verse 1] It's been a lot of ups and downs I keep fighting for ups though I've been on the ground Looking for love yo It's nothing like the feeling when you feel it inside When you're feeling what you're doing is right And people tell me that I look so healthy Do you understand how much that helps me I've been looking in the mirror with a really Bad conscience Everything I used to do is nonsense The dark color under my eyes told the story About the guy I was before me I don't miss him at all I don't look back Good riddance take a look at the new man And when the night comes I'm all alone When it's too late to pick up the phone And call my family back home But I think about you all the time I'll call you when I get back about [Hook] Remember I told you I'm gonna show you What I'm gonna do to make it right I gave it my life I worked and I cried I'll share it all with You when I get home again [Verse 2] Little sis gotta little baby now He got teeth already and his uncle's so proud My god doesn't time fly fast Only on the road these days with a bag But when I get back, I'mma be there everyday for you All of my friends and my three big brothers My dad and my mother I don't say it a lot but I love you When I get home I'mma visit all the time I can tell you all about the changes in my life That I know you like better then before I still f** up but not like before So don't be afraid I got it under control I can tell you this much I'm not like that anymore Everybody's talking I know you can hear that But record with platinum that's my payback [Hook] [Bridge] When I get back (when I get back) I'mma make some changes (imma make some changes) I'mma make my payment Stop complaining Life is great now that I've made it When I get back I can be home and breathe again And I'm so happy I can share it with you When I get home again [Hook]