SirHyNoon - OCD lyrics

[Verse 1] He locked the door 3 times Before he went to bed Paranoia and ma** confusion up in his head At night, he'd find it hard to sleep Afraid for his life, at the slightest little peep But peep see… He the type a cat that always try to live safe Never took a risk Never even been on a date And late nights he'd stay locked up in his home His dome on the roam And wouldn't even answer the phone He'd just, sit there alone And stare at the dark Afraid his life would end But then again, when did it start? Planes? Too dangerous People? Too contagious Like an animal livin' locked up in a cage It's safe to say that his life would never stray From this box that he's created Living in it day by day has gotten hectic But still, it's the only place he feels OK Pacing back and forth, his patience short His saneness floats away Paranoia is too weak a word The feeling he felt was stronger Than any Webster's dictionary could conjure Up, was a place he rarely looked or went Down on himself is where his life was spent Days and weeks pa** by in the blink of an eye Life moves fast in the mind of the overly shy But even that's an understatement when it come to this guy He ain't Biggie Smalls This cat was far from ready to die And so, in the darkness one night Locked up in his cell Lying on his bed, the thoughts in his head Turn to hell His hearing voices now, the choices now become slim What's in my room? What's in the bathroom? What's in the kitchen? Someone's in here I know it! And his mind kept slippin Flippin' freaking out Like mushrooms done had his mind trippin' Reached under his bed for the Glock that he kept Made sure it was loaded then out into the hallway he crept His hands on vibrate His mind state, you couldn't fathom If anyone was in this house He was ready to blast ‘em Headed for the bathroom to make sure it was vacant He pushed the door open slow Like he was tryin' not to break it He spotted something in the darkness so he fired a shot Gla** shattered and popped Those noises he'd heard, were just thoughts He got caught up in the surreality of his own mind But a lesson was taught That might allow him to shine He flipped the switch up to shed some light on the section Only to find himself viewing his fragmented reflection He stared into his own eyes and realized that lonely night d**h wasn't what he was truly afraid of… it was life