SirHyNoon - Halos & Horns lyrics

[Verse 1] At times, the signs point to life bein' one big setback Bet that For every step forward I take a couple steps back Life sets traps for me Or so it seems I persistently fall into holes Instead of achieving my dreams Seein' as since my teens been on this path of self-destruction Seemed to be the best choice I couldn't manage the construction, of a life plan That didn't involve bringin' myself down And any fight I got into Resulted in a poundin' The sound can be as loud and abrasive as violence Still I lay at rock bottom surrounded by silence No sobbin' or cryin', cuz I'm use to this location Comfortable just lookin' up, it seems I have no patience Nor the ambition for me to complete this damn mission And get myself up outta this pit that I've been diggin' But sh**, I keep on swiggin' on this liquor like it's nourishment Smoke so much green, folks think that I'm a Amsterdam tourist I can't flourish in this environment Work a 9-5 for 40 some odd years then hit retirement Wonderin' what happened to the goals that I made The girls I laid It feels like I've worked my whole life Still haven't got paid But that'll never be me And if you ever see me In that dimension chances are that I'm in need of intervention I'd be on the verge of callin' this existence quits If this is it, then f** it Why would I live with this sh**? When I could just end it all in an instant Pop 40 X wait for my problems to start driftin' Lay back, watch my vital signs become non-existent Wishin' I would've performed all this sh** I had intended But I failed to mention my intentions are righteous Depressin' ya, ain't the aim or reason I write this The impression I leave, is just to set you free And if not you it did it for me now I can breathe like … [Chorus] Hell hath no fury than that of a life's scorn My halo wouldn't be much, without my horns Adorn them both, use each when the time is proper Attempt to circumvent, but we weren't meant to prosper for forever… [Verse 2] I cracked a smile and asked the devil What you cryin' for? He said I dunno man, what the f** you tryin' for? And I had to admit, I don't give a sh** But probably the same thing these politicians always lyin' for What I'm defiant for I smile when I kick down giants for What the no crown lion, stole the sword of Orion And cut heads off leviathan for, yeah Cuz I have been poor sin my conception Exercise discretion But the violence is core When compliance is more Science than fiction the highest conviction is Raise fist and take tyrants to war I swore to be an eye sore In the eyes of the storm This life b**h is such a nihilist who*e She'll f** ya Over and under, any angle you wanna Just to show you what your dyin' is for So my lord; Wake me up just a little later alright? I ain't had a restful sleep in a fortnight Mind ain't wrestling demons It's more like Seasons I've spent huntin' beasts by the torch light And I don't mean to sound depressed but I Have seen things go south in the best of times So if you're gonna just spend it stressin', fine Waste yours muthaf**a, I'm investin' mine In some kind of happiness Fake or a lie, it don't matter to me Life's just a shake of the die anyway Hell, any day could be your last goodbye So I live like love's the only way to survive I couldn't give 5 f** about their planes of their spies Cuz this life gives us what it takes to survive I saw the j**el net of Indra Made up my mind, sh** I'mma live this damn dream ‘til I wake up and…die