[Verse 1] And so, I dread nightly Uponeth these waters I tread lightly Despite the fact that I just might fall through The slightly top layer To my deep abyss With a wish and prayer A god and myth I could and I would But that's ludicrous It took a whole damn universe to put me through this Now the odds are stacked and bets are placed My head's rivers running laps in a sanity race Out of body observation Tryin' to follow the trace Of the real But I feel that earth's vanity pace Makes it hard to keep up So we must Destruct To free up, the only thing left that can relieve us but… [Chorus] Once your dam brain bursts And the water has nowhere to go; Can your mind handle the worst Knowing if you do Something worse will show? [Verse 2] As my spirit just makes gla** shatter Feel my thoughts go splatter Psychopath, digest Ex until I'm lackin' half my brain matter Matter of fact When the panic attack There ain't a surface with a purpose that could handle this crap On my path and my fruitless quest to save the world I've found, all we truly are is one man or one girl In this swirl of undecided chaos; I revel in Can see the devil in the eyes of those who fake benevolence And ever since, my twisted mind's been on a trip to find peace Found confound within these lines Because they make time cease To exist is a difficult tryst to get the gist of Within it, just a minute on an infinite list of Points on a time line ‘til time plants it's d**h kiss Bliss one minute, the next you're getting crossed off the list Points on a time line ‘til time plants it's d**h kiss Bliss one minute, the next I'm getting crossed off the list It's like this… [Chorus] [Verse 3] In the name of self-destruction Human combustion Ruthless seduction Lustin' or bust What the f** then? Has f**ed the function Of what's embedded in my head Though I dread it Steady to it, I be clutchin' White knuckles bare My grips exhausted f** the fairness! Too much too careless, share this And my breath is frosted; Frozen in time and space Like the words we've left unspoken; Strummed open heart strings There's somethin' sparkling and starking in the unchosen And plus a smidge of hope in The smokin' and broken way my soul's attached Jammin' circles into squares, as if the pieces match A colder laugh Running over laps Stuck inside a cul-de-sac Hold up jack! I think I see a light at the end… Wait, nope, that's just another train Comin' around another bend