Sirenia - Concealed Disdain lyrics

I cant stand this life no more I cant stand what I've become Wheel of fire, life undone I've always felt so broken Lost signs and waning tokens The nameless pain remain unspoken Someone at my door I hear a voice I've never heard before A stranger calling my name Concealed disdain Life drives me insane I cut my veins wide open I cant stand this life sober The burden of time pulls me under this existence torn me asunder This time I'm free at last Free from pain and a haunting past Lunacy and toil Are consuming my soul Life demoralize me Won't you all just leave me be