Sirah - Up & Down lyrics

We go up & down 4x Its not manic if you mean it Baby on a head rush bottle full of manufactured feelings Lost to the reelings of my deals and how I wheel them "Sign with a major Sai, your soul is a major price Maybe you can steer the cart if you're lucky Take a chance roll the dice, need the money" All my old fans rant that I sold out Fridge is broken living in the hood Ask to who? Maybe they can fund me moving out So when my luck is down Its anyone's guess if ill keep on keeping on or quit while I'm ahead I'm in the lead; these girls ain't even in my league They're good but I'm out of my mind They're in stripper clothes & weaves tryna pa** the time If I was doing this to get paid would've married rich I rap cause it's how cause it's how I survive plus Sai loves the kids We go up & down Dear doctor, doctor may have gone off my medication Everything feels f**ed up but looks great on paper These boys want me taken Write their names across me but the cross on my back Baggage on my arm makes me rather costly I'm a risk, full time job I don't deny the accusations Just tryna dodge the mob when I feel that I've been wronged I'm the first to gather arms Go on a hunt burn the purps with these songs Yeah I'm petty sometimes pretty Few who get me, some get with me Oh so witty but most are blind Been working hard forever on my grind Got a lot to say but even less time to do it Lot gather stones to throw but never do sh** on their own to lose at Nice gla** house be careful what you say Your words bark, but mine have been known to carry blades We go up & down