I' am under a spell Awake from the shadows A hand full of pills, wash them down with a bottle Why don't you leave alone, no feelings are left, gone away, turned to stone f** you, what's wrong with your brain? Round in my head I think I'm going insane Just please step back turn away, no feelings are left yet you're wanting to stay Please leave me be We don't have anything Why can't you see? You've beaten my heart, long will it fray Lost in the shadows longing to be free Can we be friends? You've beaten my heart, always afraid Lost in the shadows longing to be free Can we be friends? Feel the dirt in my veins Soak up all the sorrow The hurt and the pain will appear again tomorrow Must fill this hole in my head Fulfill with rage and narcotics instead f** you, what's wrong with your brain? Round in my head I think I'm going insane Just please step back turn away, no feelings are left yet you're wanting to stay Please leave me be We don't have anything Why can't you see? You've beaten my heart, long will it fray Lost in the shadows longing to be free Can we be friends? You've beaten my heart, always afraid Lost in the shadows longing to be free Can we be friends?