Sinister - A Second Breath lyrics

[Verse 1] I refuse to be a loser And the music that I'm choosing Actually i think I'm good with I don't want to keep on living the blues That i was loving I just wanna keep on thugging these beats If I'm happy than its better for me And evidently its better for my music And if they envy... Well they f**ing should I got the best girl that you can only dream of Shes caring and loving me the way i could only dream of I'm not an addict But shes my drug that i fiend for I'm just a charismatic, bi-polar, manic and loving personality That gots to have a helping hand to help me live Cause its hard in here, maybe I'm weak or just overwhelmed With the sh** that i speak of In a minute i feed it my living Is vivid and its a period I mean I'm happy period The mirror, mirror Is right ! Its a miracle ! [Hook] The loving and caring The thinking and sharing The thoughts that I'm caring The world that I'm carrying on my shoulders She helps me by giving me bottles of water Shes giving me a second breath Even the third [Verse 2] See I'm gonna take care of you You gonna take care of me Even through the bad moods through the good moods We gon make it through, boo ! I'm no longer hood so i won't make things that i shouldn't do Imma keep it true Cause a real dude never hides I won't tell you lies, even if i do i will admit it Cause there is no way i want to end it I wanna keep it and nurse it And if it gets hurt i wanna put a bandage on it