Sinisphere - Ghosted lyrics

No lie I’ve been lying in this bed Now my minds tied .. Since the old times Guess I’m .. ’cause I’m bringing the cold vibes I got a coal mine yeah I got a gold mine Feeling low ’cause I’m always dreaming so high So high playing games While my brains fried Need to balance my cerebral ’cause it ain’t right Hate life but I feel like I should try ‘Cause I await d**h Greet her with open arms S**t let’s have s*x Feel blessed ’cause I finally get a good rest .. stuck on the same trance So stressed Over paper checks and phone texts Your flexing that rolex but that s**t is bogus Your whole life is hocus Don’t act like you know us Don’t get it I’m still stuck But won’t seek no closure, uh Oh well Guess it’s just my past Catching up ‘Cause I left it fast Some friends matter Some didn’t last Some still here I really hope it’s not an act I’ve been puffing on the gas so need to fill a gla** But now I take dabs so I can feel relaxed Need to take a step back ’cause one day I’ll be a dad But let’s face the facts .. Where’re you going? Why are you going? You told me once to forget the past, ’cause it doesn’t matter But you’re the one still tied to the past, Spike