SINIMA - My Life lyrics

[Verse 1] Will someone help me I tend to get suicidal thoughts// At night when I'm all alone and there's no one about// People think I'm different because I suffer from depression// I've tried to commit suicide twice already// I've had an anxiety attacks and loads of other sh**// I'm only 19 I shouldn't be going through this// I need someone to help me but there's no one out there// I've got bad problems with my anger aswell I can never stay calm// The slightest little thing just makes me switch// I just wanna be like any other lad// Go out with his mates and have a laugh and that// But I always end up in fights and end up back at my yard// I have to lock myself away so I don't bring harm to my family// I'd love for someone to help me but no one wants too// It's like I'm f**ed in the head completely// I just hope someone wants to help me soon otherwise ill be going crazy// [Chorus] x2 I try my best but its never good enough// I've always been hurt and kicked down to my knee's// But I always get back up harder and stronger// I think its about time somebody someone helped me please// [Verse 2] I'm guessing it's time to say goodbye// Wait hold on a second why?// I had a beautiful girl who always stood by me// Always picked me up when I was down there's no doubt about it// I've got a good couple of mates aswell who I can trust to the fullest// Got a family that love's me too // I don't know what I'd do without you all// Thank you for being there for me when I was down and I hit my lowest// And you all bought me back up and made me laugh again// Made me realise dont take things for granted in life// Try and stay calm no going off the rails// Good things come to those who wait that's why I'm stood waiting// Lets see if anything happens for me in the future// If not i'll carry on waiting hopefully my life falls into place// I'm just gonna have to keep calm and look into the future// Look at the bright light at the end of the tunnel and just keep going Picking my head up and keeping it high I want to aim far in life// [Chorus] x2 I try my best but its never good enough// I've always been hurt and kicked down to my knee's// But I always get back up harder and stronger// I think its about time somebody someone helped me please//