SINIMA BEATS - Waiting lyrics

[Hook] I've been waiting here for you I'm waiting here I've been waiting here for you I've been waiting here for you I'm waiting here I've been waiting here for you [Verse 1] What is perfect and can it be defined in me? Cause if it is, all I'm seeing are the flaws I bleed I'm honestly feeling like an open leap I'm hoping me and you can be a hope to see And here we go again, it's always about a girl And how she took him by the heart and broke his damn world I hope to stand for him but he's always depressed Never had a smile on him, only holes in this chest But I'm just trying my best, I'm always spilling it all When it builds up, letting it out helps me fall I'm trying to stand tall but these shoes don't fit I never really had a chance to risk Can you open your mind or just give me a sign? I've been living a lie, you can trust me "I'm fine" You can trust me "I'm fine" I ache for the truth yet I'm stuck in my own, lie And that's all that I'm worth Every time, I gave a chance to make it work Every single time I made it worse, it hurts Every song I have has a "her" I take my chances, it's worth the pain At this moment can we just say We're not the same I guess I'll have to wait [Hook] I've been waiting here for you I'm waiting here I've been waiting here for you I've been waiting here for you I'm waiting here I've been waiting here for you I've been waiting here for you I'm waiting here I've been waiting here for you I've been waiting here for you I'm waiting here I've been waiting here for you [Verse 2] You haven't seen me yet, the true me Read between the lines of mine, I'm loose leaf I'm giving you my time and mind, so who's he? I wanna be the guy you like You're losing everything that you've had Everything that you've known Stuck in this world, I don't know where to go I followed your path, I'm losing my own I bottle each moment I have now it's so f**ing over your head Wonder what the f** we have left Need to be stable, grinding each night To get you out of my pen I'm writing again, always about my ex I'm in your test I've been lost inside of this mess I've been losing what we had left Can I sleep on those words you said? Can I? No I can't I just regret that I gave you a chance I just regret all these feelings at hand I just regret, I couldn't stand it Couldn't play these cards I'm handed But can you see what is left? I just had to spill it all and hope You know I tried my best, I'm Waiting for you, waiting for us Or for someone to choose Cause I just wanna find the truth Finding it in you I'm blinded from lies when I wanted to prove That, I wasn't the one for you My heart deep down is ac hing I just know I'll stay here for you But I'll never stop Waiting [Hook] I've been waiting here for you I'm waiting here I've been waiting here for you I've been waiting here for you I'm waiting here I've been waiting here for you [Verse 3] You didn't know what you were feeling I was in your hands All I wanted was a final dance I'm too soft, was I given a chance? You were given a plan but then You left and I honestly don't understand I was giving you that, giving you what? Giving loyalty and having your back I'm wack, I'm stacked up and jam-packed "I never wanted you in the first place Zach, so f** off" [Hook] I've been waiting here for you I'm waiting here I've been waiting here for you I've been waiting here for you I'm waiting here I've been waiting here for you