SINIMA BEATS - Mixed Emotions lyrics

[verse 1] She swears she wants him, but she don't need him She's got the basics down, she keeps on breathing She's something special, so alluring She thinks he's great, but I really find him boring I mean, maybe I'm biased, slightly, can't even try it If I wanna deny it, only need to apply it And maybe riot in the sheets together No phone calls, but text speak forever She's so clever but she can't spell nothing right It's so cute, she's always staying up at night She's got this tiny, little smirk that she always shows She bites her lips before she takes off her clothes I swear she knows what she does to me And maybe she don't wanna get close to me It's supposed to be this fairy tale ending But it's only in my dreams where we're constantly spinning [hook] And I don't need my emotions mixed But this drink is supposed to fix All those memories, together we never see Past that first door, it's what we never need I found an ocean, an endless sea Where endlessly I see we'd never be Anything more than a spec of dust It's something wrong we expect to trust [verse 2] It's kinda something that I really shoulda told her But I don't know where to start, she's got a soldier There's too many nights with nobody to hold her There's something about a song, and it's words to show her I think I grew up, maybe five minutes I'll live in that past, maybe dive in it Maybe climb up that memory bank Cuz in that moment we drank, was the moment we sank It let me think that, she'll always need me In her back pocket, a place to keep me I like her pillow talk, the pics she sent me But there's something so unjust by being "friendly" How she sent me away to sulk alone like I knew it was coming just wanted to atone my Affection whether the attention was granted For the affects to perplex on the next, red handed [hook] [bridge] I'd like to take the tan line off her ring finger I'd love to serenade her, but I'm not a big singer She's got these feelings that always seem to linger But there's happiness I have, it's something I'd like to bring her Maybe not, I can't tell you the future But there's a few things to make you sure Of the things that I really really wanna say They all pile up in my thoughts of a better day