[Verse 1: Ledwan] Big a** house with a pool Big a** pool looks like a pond Big a** pond where you ponder your big a** dreams in the morn With a big a** headache from a bong I don't smoke much Only with my friends, but if Pamela shows up It could be a party, a party Apartment to parley Apologies, sorry, I'm sorry I borrowed Bacardi from mommy and Mari Poor decision on my part Poor precision on my dart I was taking shots Pouring liquor while i barf Throwing piss fits in the dark Only if my mom's friends could see me now All my old friends used to leave me out But one day I'll leave them high and dry And all there party music won't seem so loud [Bridge 1: Ledwan] I just wanna act like i don't know no better b**h I wanna know you better I think there's a party, we should go together I'll hold your sweater and hold your hand I hope you dance. No,I know you dance I don't drink, but if you drink Then we could be throwed together [Hook 1: Ledwan] I hope you find what you're looking for From the looking gla** to the crooked door, with the faded paint Where you shouldn't go But you wanna go, yeah you wanna go All the Huxtables are hoodlums though Al your heroes are crooks and hoes All your best friends are hooked on hope But there cool about it [Bridge 2: Ledwan] I just wanna act like this could be forever b**h I wanna Be together This is getting lame, girl we can leave whenever [Verse 2: Ledwan] I hope you know I love you so My biggest wish is, you'd never go But you'll never know Cause I never show I'm nonchalant, and you're x and o's One day when we're extra throwed And we're extra high, and we're extra stoned And it's way too late to make my move I'll make my move cause that's how i roll Yeah that's how i roll You know me. I like to ruin sh** And that was it Like that, the party was over and everybody went home like nothing happened School started in a couple of weeks and everybody forgot It was over But not for me. No Not yet [Outro: Ledwan] I know it feels like love sometimes. (4x)