Single Mothers - Blood pressure lyrics

"Blood Pressure" I feel like my timeline's been bent Like someone's twisted all my veins And put these thoughts in my head Because all of a sudden, I'm terrified of dying I've been running away for so long I've forgotten what was behind me 'Cause all these bar lights look like halos Making all of the chicks here look like angels But I seem to destroy everything I've ever touched Never fix a f**ing thing, just grab a bottle and run This ain't a confession, it's a warning I'm not half as good in real life As you'll make me in your stories Baby, scratch the surface and I get boring Tried to fight it, tried to hide it But f** it I am who I am And that's not just going to change I've got more alcohol inside me than blood I'm getting concerned but not enough to give it up This ain't a confession, it's a warning I'm not half as good in real life As you'll make me in your stories Baby, scratch the surface and I get boring Tried to fight it, tried to hide it But f** it I am who I am And I'm not just going to change I've been trying to fill the hole Where my soul was residing But all I feel is my blood pressure rising She said "I hear what you're saying I hate the games that you're playing You made your point already" And I've apologized for these cravings "So either make a change Or shut the f** up about it already."