I never said I wanted this This useless thing called life is f**en full of sh** I can't decide if I should die Or contemplate the sins I've seen within the signs I've tried to see, something in me Something that tells me what my future paths will bring But of the paths that I seek They all show me that life is not what it seems One day closer No more ever When evil calls And makes a stand I will be there to hold up my bloodied hands My eagerness for d**h then shall be put aside I hate you, and your kind Your senseless way of life is f**en worse than mine Your not immortal, and you know this Just one day closer then your life will not exist The time is near, your final breath And soon you'll know what life will be like after d**h Your lifeless eyes, they stare at me You should be grateful that I let your soul go free I have to make, the most of this This sickness that I have that only d**h can fix I'm not immortal, and I know this Just one day closer then my life will not exist