Simple - Murder My God lyrics

I sit in empty rooms and try to empty heaven I've got no insurance on this body I've been given I don't even take care of it because it's only rented I never pay respects and now I'm running low on credits I'm blacking out the camera lens and moving undetected Cause that's the only method I can move without rejection I settle for less, because it's easier than stressing It's way to much work to try to figure out the message I don't want no one looking on me, they try to check my progress And I can feel the eyes upon me when I sit in silence It's hard to focus when I'm object of surveillance Fake like there's a difference between angels and satan And neither of them welcome the gazes from the black I miss the prophecy I had before I was aware of one in fact I want to re-track the time lapse And bring back the time that I felt like I might find That I was all alone And if you ask me what I needed It wouldn't be repeated I guarantee there's freedom to be gladly defeated If you ask me what I'd do if it would further my odds I'd say the perfect crime would have been to murder my god And if you asked me what I wanted I'd tell you I've been haunted And bothered by the concept getting something accomplished If you asked me what I'd do if it would further my odds I'd say the perfect crime would have been to murder my god At a young age, I'm taught to fear what I don't know But I don't know a lot so guess I'll hide away Oh, figured out a secret if you wait til tomorrow You wasted time that you could've spent dying today It's finding a way I light both ends and now it's burning up I cup a candle light you'd be surprised what facts turns up They've been disguised (found) in the most unlikely of places Now they're being unveiled by most unsightly of faces I know the standards, I know my limitations I'm sick of keeping up with all the other expectations It's best to bet your patience Everybody needs an excuse to make mistakes And everybody's looking for a promise to break If we could keep a secret, and we could just be honest We wouldn't need nobody looking on us I like to turn out the lights and listen to my breath And act like I'm the only one left And if you ask me what I needed It wouldn't be repeated I guarantee there's freedom to be gladly defeated If you asked me what I'd do if it would further my odds I'd say the perfect crime would have been to murder my god And if you ask me what I wanted I'd tell you I've been haunted And bothered by the concept getting something accomplished If you asked me what I'd do if it would further my odds I'd say the perfect crime would have been to murder my god