It's opaque and it's blue It's cutting yourself in two It's everything closing in just to crush you It's blood on the bathroom tiles It's a mirror you cannot smile in It's a cabinet full of medicine to calm you It's the veil you failed to lift It's a cage around a silhouette It's a letter saying forgive but please don't forget me It's alcohol and pills It's a heart racing uphill It's a seizure in the hospital that ends you It's your kid sister in the pew It's the stained windows her eyes escaped through It's suicide, yes that was you, when you were hopeless It's the rain I strain to hear It's the street now that it's clear It's a certain something in the air I can't stop breathing Loneliness