Simon illa - Love & Other Drugs III lyrics

‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars The fear of falling apart And truth be told, I never was yours The fear, the fear of falling apart Verse 1: I guess it's back up to her old ways Old habits die hard that's what they all say She wants to take it back up to the old days But to me that's more admitting defeat, and I call that bitter sweet See that's an oxymoron she's out of Oxy's she need more of ‘em Settles for some Roxy's 30 milligrams snorts ‘em I just get her coffee and tell her she's so important ‘Cause now we at a point of no return it's so distorted And this monster I created I get home from tour and she constantly gets faded But I can't even sleep unless i'm partially sedated So if she needs to place the blame on me, that's fine i'll take it, but she won't ever cave in I should send her on vacation, and I don't mean the Caymans I'm thinking 30 day stay, re-habilitation She's just so impatient that would be a waste of payment Probably take her all less than a day to get to skating Instead of running away you need to stay Can't chance dreams if you running in place No problems being solved or progression at all It's not a victimless crime when it's effecting us all (Chorus) If you love me let me go If you love me let me go ‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars The fear of falling apart And truth be told, I never was yours The fear, the fear of falling apart (Verse 2:) Of course it's back up to my old ways Old habits die hard that's what they all say To be honest honesty that's not my forty But that's what happens when you go and try to force change Now think about it You don't think I feel more ashamed brought on more pain Stuck at home with no hope while he's out reaching more fame Man that sh** ain't' really fair, he don't really care How can he say that he's supportive when he's never really here Kyle's got away with words know how the mind works Distracts from his own issues by claiming that mine are worse Manipulating situations gets the final word And nobody ever questions ‘cause all they followers, and it works And sh** he's just as bad Adderall to write raps with no script for that That's a felony per pill man he's risking that But justifies that he ain't getting high, it's not meth Everybody's so pa**ive aggressive when they in pa**ing Like the only adjective they give me now's an addict Now my only status is a human outcasted The catch is, more pills prescribed so they just cash in This monkeys on my back the circus never leaves town The only form of movement in this rabbit hole is down Ships crashing all around if I grab a hold i'll drown That's the irony in searching for help in what surrounds I know he's only with me, because he feels guilty Can't even say he loves me no more and thats what k**s me Look me in my eyes can't even stare in my face Well save your pity cause I'm not your little charity case Just let me go (Chorus) If you love me let me go If you love me let me go ‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars The fear of falling apart And truth be told, I never was yours The fear, the fear of falling apart (Verse 3) It's always back up to your old ways Old habits never die that's what i'm gone say Been here a long time and i'm gone stay ‘Cause if it's left to the free will of man, I always get the upper hand Drunk man's words, well that's a sober man's thoughts See I'm really helping everyone be everything their not And you can have it all too, it's just a little cost What's some serotonin lost when you feel more like a boss The war on d**? That's a laughable one People want it they gone get it, that's just half of the fun Supply and demand. Capitalism 101 The American Dream is drug fiends and guns And why were on the subject discussing this very topic I find it so disgusting politicians try to stop it Pharmaceutical checks, they sniffing vics up in they office Whole system is corrupt, my role is just microscopic What f** they do they expect from a persons intent They come in with splinter you give them scrips of Percocet Now they're whole life is set more then personal debit I'm not the only one with blood on my hand when a person's dead And f** Kyle, yo tell him get down off that high horse He get's high too, don't know what the f** he crying for Really the only difference between _____ _____ and him Ain't nothing but status, see they ain't nothing but addicts Traveled the world off of rhymes, it was me he glorified I deserve some more credit instead him spreading more lies There relationship was toxic way before just all the toxins Then they wanna scapegoat me for all they problems But still I never let them leave The people who get clean, well they few and far between My point is, trying to fight me is pointless I got them all dependent on me and they know I'm poison … and that's the definition of love (Chorus) If you love me let me go If you love me let me go ‘Cause these words are knives and often leave scars The fear of falling apart And truth be told, I never was yours The fear, the fear of falling apart