Simon illa - Love & Other Drugs II lyrics

(Verse 1) Look, This is pointless I mean you got a boyfriend Why the f** am I falling in love this is only gonna be bring about more disappointment Should of learned from the last time sh**, barely made it out alive But it's hard to avoid when your heart and the voice In your head are at war and they all collide As if I ain't got enough problems Factored in a drug problem But f** all this, how I am I suppose solve em' I don't know how to deal, who I'm suppose to call up? When I'm lost and I'm feeling that my wrongs are brought up From the past got me thinking that karma caught up Now my heart is carved up Can't eat, can't sleep, mother f** recording I don't wanna go on, see this years been long Like my career damn near disappeared You gonna finally hear me out this time Sit on the line you gone listen here Ok I'm sick of the lying make it crystal clear Instead of sneaking out my house trying to fix your hair And put your clothes back on before u go back home Reapplying your make up as you look in the mirror And you lie to yourself that it didn't happen That's the sh** I can't fathom Our relationship it gets tucked away and then you treat me like another bad habit In a couple days you gone call me And of course, you know I'm gonna answer the phone Despite all the bullsh** I can't say no Guess I'm just an addict, chasing the dragon (Chorus) I should be crying but I just can't let it show I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking All the things we should've said that I never said All the things we should've done but we never did All the things we should've given but I didn't Oh, darling, make it go, make it go away (Verse 2) Who the f** does this Kyle kid think he is? He ain't f**ing up my sh** Hooked up a few times and id press rewind If I knew he wouldn't keep it all private So every night, I gotta put my phone on silent Cause he blows up my phone like a bomb it's violent And I swear to God If I hear one more God damn song about me ima start a riot If I ain't got enough problems Factor in a drug problem I've made some mistakes in the past when I'm baked Pa**ing an 8th so I've mastered the face Of me being f**ed up, but acting okay My home life ain't great I was trying to escape, Dug my own grave Started to cheat so things complicate But see I liked when we f**ed He's the one catching feelings thinking that it's love Thought he was like a rapper with a ego Now he's just acting emo I'm not a saint, no Mother Teresa But you can't judge me he ain't no preacher either I know what goes on, every time he's on the road Only hits me up when he comes back home Besides, only says he loves me when he's stoned Think he's just hurt and he's feeling alone And my boyfriend's about to purpose I'm gonna say yes, Kyle needs to let go See we all got our secrets All got our demons, they all got reasons Two sides to a story So I'm trying to end it now before we make it on Maury (Chorus) I should be crying but I just can't let it show I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking All the things we should've said that I never said All the things we should've done but we never did All the things we should've given but I didn't Oh, darling, make it go, make it go away