Simenona - Painful Scream lyrics

I know that I may seem distant But its for a good reason, you never seem to listen You hurt me in ways that I can't even comprehend You're supposed to be my family and love me from the start and end But you threw me out in the cold let me walk though this rough world alone With everyday rejection, just felt like another stone Being thrown at me You told me I was nothing, less than none You were supposed to protect me But all you did was, let me hurt You supposed to be there for me But your time, you couldn't share You left, you let me be hurt I wish I could just walk away Stop thinking that you will ever change I haven't forgot that day When you tried to take away all that I could ever be I couldn't allow you to have that power over me I don't ever want to become bitter like you That's why I'm letting it all out In this song X4 With painful scream The pain you caused It's leaving my body You will never be the person that I need you to be Always trying to see the good in you Only brings out the worst in me I can't seem to through to you No, no, no You think that you've done nothing wrong With all the blood, sweat and tears, yet you never seem to be alarmed You let me walk alone, cry alone, almost die alone House full of misery A tyrant that will never come off the thrown You were supposed to protect me But all you did was, let me hurt You supposed to be there for me But your time, you couldn't share You left, you let me be hurt I wish I could just walk away Stop thinking that you will ever change I haven't forgot that day When you tried to take away all that I could ever be I couldn't allow you to have that power over me I don't ever want to become bitter like you That's why I'm letting it all out In this song X4 With painful scream The pain you caused It's leaving my body All that I am and everything that I'll ever be Stop taking credit for all the good you see Start acknowledging all the pain caused, you provided that for free This is who I am! I am strong! A force to be reckoned with Not your doormat, don't forget it Write it down, tattoo on your forehead Say it when you wake up Say it when you sleep You were supposed to protect me But all you did was, let me hurt You supposed to be there for me (you were supposed to be there me) But your time, you couldn't share (yeah, yeah, yeah,) You left, you let me be hurt (I walked away through) I wish I could just walk away (I walked away) Stop thinking that you will ever change I haven't forgot that day When you tried to take away all that I could ever be---