SiM - Existence lyrics

I'm waiting for the sun rises again rise up, let me see the sun people always say "Black or white", but the world is so gray even angels and devils were once the son of god I praised 低迷の原因は手前の中から　全部ひっくるめてお前の性 (Teimei no genin ha temae no naka kara zenbu hikkurume te omae no sei ) 気づく頃にはもう (Kiduku koro ni hamo u)　you're in a coffin it's too late if you want to do something what the hell is wrong with me？ I can't remember what I wanted to be？ tick, tack, which is what I found？ I can see the keys are scattered around この夜が明けても 何か変わるわけじゃないさ (Kono yoru ga ake te mo nani ka kawaru wake ja nai sa ) yes I know, yes I know that I... yes I know, yes I know that I... (oh-oh) I'm the only one who can save myself I'll never forget "all I want to be is me" 「嗚呼」この今も過去に消えていく ('aa' kono ima mo kako ni kie te iku) time is money, but money won't turn back the clock 繰り返す日々に違和感すらなく 振り返る道もなく　脳にウジが湧く 平和ボケで堕落　妙に世知辛く　「楽に死ねりゃあ御の字」 息殺し本能で今日も籠城 (Kurikaesu hibi ni iwakan sura naku furikaeru michi mo naku nou ni uji ga waku heiwa boke de daraku myou ni sechigaraku 'raku ni shinerya a onnoji' iki goroshi honnou de kyou mo kago jou) it wasn't supposed to be like this, hell no only the rain can bring us a rainbow why don't you stop counting on tomorrow？ この夜が明けても 何か変わるわけじゃないさ (Kono yoru ga ake te mo nani ka kawaru wake ja nai sa ) yes I know, yes I know that I... yes I know, yes I know that I... I am the only one I am the only one who can stop this decadence and offer my presence I gotta do it myself even if it goes wrong the sun will rise again the sun will rise again (oh-oh) I'm the only one who can save myself even if it seems nothing is bright the last bit of hope is getting out of my sight total gain is slight, can't get sleep at night until the day I find a ray of light I'll never give it up あの夜がなければ 変わることもなかったろうさ (Ano yoru ga nakere ba kawaru koto mo nakattaro u sa) yes I know, yes I know that I... yes I know, yes I know that I... (oh-oh) I'm the only one who can save myself I'll never forget "all I want to be is me"