[Verse 1] This is the first day of my last days I built it up now I take it apart Climbed up real high now fall down real far No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away I put my faith in god and my trust in you Now there's nothing more f**ed up I could do [Chorus] Wish there was something real wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you [Verse 2] I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big f**ing hole No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist f** Don't think you're having all the fun You know me I hate everyone [Chorus] [Outro] I want to but I can't turn back