My name is anything that I want it to be I'm striking chords in a way you've never seen But I'm a longshot, we fought the fight at last I can take it, I will make it now I've given everything, I've let you take over me I'm climbing mountains but drowning in the sea And I admit it, I don't regret it You've taken everything and left these broken wings So here I lay I never thought you would leave me here A jaded mess full of hate and fear I'd play the victim but I only have myself to blame I'll rename, restart this game My name is anything that you want it to be Your games are endless but I can guarantee You'll be the last one to ever give this up I'll take it all away until I get my day But here I lay I never thought you would leave me here A jaded mess full of hate and fear I'd play the victim but I only have myself to blame I'll rename, restart this game I'm giving up this time I can't take anymore of these confines I've become something I'm not A person who plays it safe, everything I hate So here I'll lay, you finally got your way I never thought you would leave me here A jaded mess full of hate and fear I'd play the victim I still only have myself to blame And my rain, I'll fade away My name I will not say, you have never heard of me It keeps reminding me what I'll never be