Silent Stream Of Godless Elegy - My Friend Who Doesn't Exist lyrics

i am a Mirror so take a Look... how many Scars were Left on You ? after your Father, Mother, your first Love how many Times did you Cut Yourself ? i was k**ed a long time ago i wandered (just my Body) my bare feet Walking in the Dew i wandered to Reach the End, this Place none of those things Gave me Pain they could not Touch Me, could not Breathe inside me could not Live inside me had no Reason to Be i was k**ed a long time ago... and I commanded God who doesn't exist to Kneel Down and Listen to Cries he Died inside me like Everything else as the Misery which is Myself he'll Stay Dead in this Grave with me i was k**ed a long time ago... full of Scars, Dead now i can't Remember anything more my Friend who doesn't exist my Friend who doesn't exist....