Silent Session - Up All Night lyrics

[Intro: Silas] They say home is where the heart is So I guess he hasn't been home in a while [Hook: Silas] He just wants to swim with the fish, fly with the birds Get away from this place 'cause words do hurt He's on the run, even at the rising of the sun So he's up all night thinking “when will this be done?" (2x) [Verse 1: Silas] Unambitious, only one care And its not whether people just stop and stare Too many tribulations, all a simulation? He never wanted to get caught up in this situation He does not have much of a choice (uh-uh) All he still keeps hearing is her voice (shut up) Never did he envision the things that he'd be missing All the 'lil stuff that makes it just so, so tough Didn't think this would all be over Now he can't spend a day just being sober Tryna erase the memories, no backup copies His friends say "it won't work man, trust me" He does not know what else to do (damn) Everything he thinks about is you (again) Look, he just wants to get it out his system But he can see her face everyday, yeah even from a distance [Hook] [Verse 2: B.g. Bene] Uninspired, just gazing at the mirror - had to view clearer 'Cause things never ought just to feel the same And if he knew deep down there's this feeling in his gut He'd k** to let it go, let it out Got up from the floor felt he had a bump His friends told him like "you were drunk and that stuff" Scrutinize the irony of that sentence If he never would've got caught up in the trenches For just a moment, he let it all slide Shove all of the past in a drawer, take a walk Felt the rain pouring on his head but that don´t matter A walk can clear your mind or mind the matter Honestly he never felt ready for this world Just when he thought he coped with it, yeah things got worse Short range turned into distance he can't see it anymore Long stories make him tired, he just wrote a shorter version Don't bash your own character This would be him, a lonely person Trying to generate some wins Had the book almost finished But he did not find a title so he stopped writing there Thought about his own story right here Realized that his purpose was missing A book without a name is worthless - what's the vision? Found himself in one with his own character Found himself in one.. Just wishing he could fly away (2x) And he's up all night [Hook]