Silent Descent - Sober Thoughts lyrics

Last chance to make something of this Nothing is the same as it was before Don't believe in anything anymore, speaking for, sorry for, f**ing who*e! With memories as good as a lie This is mine until it s over And I'll never, I'll never wake up! Ceramic pillows on a pale floor Wasn't breaking the boundaries to get where I've been before Pick myself up from this hole I'm in Self induce the corruption or destruction of sober thoughts So breach? So weak. This slide enlightens me Nothing in life is free And I feel it falling from me This hoax, this light. I'm ashamed to call it mine Who believes in this sh** anyway? Tomorrow will never be today Engaged, eating away I won't let it win but I'll f** it away! The years erode And I thought I'd live forever Sit tight, hold onto your prize Next thing you know and it's gone Delay your senses 'til you don't know what is going on