Silent Descent - Mind Games lyrics

I'm standing alone Opaque walls around me Am I searching for something That was never there? Wash the conscience of responsibility Move colour across the gla**, intoxicate Break down the game Intentions turn to grey Save me from myself Give me something to blame Consume to the point I am not held accountable It was not of me if my thoughts were irrational And so we play the game Give me something, something to blame! Wash the conscience of responsibility And I'll fit in with my own duplicity