Silence 4 - Angel Song lyrics

This is me with another nervous breakdown My pressure dropped, this body went with it Memory fails, I'm feeling claustrophobic I scream my silent pain in this big plain There's no one here Tell me who is there now Who is there with you? I'm taking no calls unless it's her voice I'm seeing no one unless it's her I open the mailbox every hour Maybe I'll hit the postman I want to hear some love words But not it that dyslexic voice No, I won't tear apart for you But I was given no choice I guess I was trying to keep me alive But once I was dead there was nothing to do beside Picking me up and lying me down Waiting for some angel To wake me and say to me "Hello. Don't be scared. I want you to know, you're not dead." Kiss me, is this a dream? Should I believe it? Please promise to me that I'm not going to get hurt this time. Well, am I too good for you, am I just paranoid? Should I get clinical or should I speak louder? Maybe I should close my eyes for years And wait for the strongest feeling Out of all of the feelings to raise from you. ( Many years ago I had this dream about this girl that came flying through my window and whispered in my ear "you're my boy") I guess I was trying to keep me alive But once I was dead there was nothing to do beside Picking me up and lying me down Waiting for some angel To wake me and say to me "Hello. Don't be scared. I want you to know, you're not dead." Am I real? Are you real? Is this real? What's real? Am I real? Are you real? Is this real? Tell me, what's real?