Silence 4 - Take Me Away lyrics

How long will I keep this candid camera smile? My muscles hurt, I better rest for a while Breathing is the only thing that keeps alive All this oxygen, crushes me, leaves me so tight Let me out My pain is leading, I got no control from now Don't try to help me, I don't want to put you down All my reasons will be misunderstood I wish you well, in here there's nothing good My heart is rotten with all the worst kind of disease It tries to be better but all it can do is bleed I'm so tried of myself Oh God please take me away and bring someone else One of my friends believes in what she reads And she's always talking about the end of the century But listen, have you ever stopped to realize That if it happened there would be none to feel alone? No pain at all I should be going, so much damage I've done So many tears and still a lot more to come Excuse, don't push my wheel chair I don't want to go anywhere My heart is rotten with all the worst kind of disease It tries to be better but all it can do is bleed I'm so tried of myself Oh God please take me away and bring someone else Alone, I don't care And now all I remember is the smell of your hair