Silence 4 - Search Me Not lyrics

The pain, the lies they multiplied It got too much for me I have locked myself inside And swallowed up the key I've closed the lights I talk all night I'm such good company Don't call me at home I cut the phone I'm as I wanna be Search me not, please Search me not The door bell It hurts my ears I nailed my hands To the ground I feed on my blood and tears I have tried To socialize It always got me down Deceived and hurt By the ones I loved Why should I stick around? Search me not, please Search me not The door bell It hurts I nailed my hands To the ground I feed on my blood Search me not, please Search me not I am living such a beautiful thing I nailed my hands To the ground I'm growing myself some wings I like To be Alone I do I love The loneliness