Silas - Last Flight Home lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, yeah [Verse 1] Thinkin' bout the summers that had just pa**ed Was working 6 years for somethin' that ain't last And that flight home had me thinking, sh**.. Like did I jump the plank? Or just abandon ship? Or do god have this written out like man*scripts Felt heavy in the wrong, thoughts driven in a song Like why the f** he got a deal? When I'm the one that's hunting and he's looking like the veal This ain't a piece of cake picture standing in my place You thinking that you knew me all you did was give a plate I'm calling out bullsh** and throwing down my ace Was driving down Goshen figured my a** wasn't safe They out here k**ing people everyday for couple dollars And you ain't claim your city, so I'll son you like a father Crazy how those tables turn Hope that y'all just live and learn I'll make my own destiny And swear my life would never burn [Chorus](2x) And I, I just really wanna make it there The thoughts just gotta wait some years For you I'm gonna make it clear I, I just really gotta make it there, if you ain't ever knew me Don't be acting like you take it there, I! [Verse 2] This life just been feeling like it's a long task Like coming out a struggle of a dark past Could go deep in the story but it's off track So I'll just keep it simple and break off half People love a**uming that you made Like I ain't grow up 'round no section 8 My mama was denied cause the credit wasn't straight And we ain't have no money so the streets my only place Not even from the hood, but I love it either way Learning from my uncle that everything round me fake Can't even talk to father, so why the f** should I bother? I'm trynna make a family and gave my lady the promise These people only love you when you looking like a baller Seems my luck drew short, thinking 'bout the days When we puff Newport's Was sitting on a porch with only visions of allure..