Silas - Circle Of The Sun (Dear Mum) lyrics

[Verse 1: Silas] Dear Mum You know how I often said “I want to die" That's because this place was f**ing k**ing me alive Nothing good in sight, just that feeling that kept pushing me Towards the edge will I fall - Yeah, will I fall? I know it wouldn't be fair leaving you unprepared But what the f** is fair - it's like no one cares People dying everywhere all across the world I could never put in words, how much it really hurts Anyways, what I meant to say is that I love you You know me better than anyone out there ever could do When everyone was leaving me you were there by my side You are the one person I'd truly trust with my life You taught me the most important lessons I ever learned And you were waiting for me despite all of the bridges I burned The world keeps changing - no matter what we do But one thing stays the same - that's my love for you! [Hook: Silas & B.g. Bene] We are turning in the circle of the sun We are falling into our new forms [Verse 2: B.g. Bene] Ay Dear Mum, as I write this down for you Sometimes I feel I can't breath I'm six feet under From time to time I stop and wonder: What's my purpose on this turf? I really can't figure out my purpose But you kept telling me no matter what you do God would always have something in store for you Yeah that's true but I don't know who I am yet The reflection of my past falls slow into the hourgla** But that ain't what I meant to say You always believe in me - I'm something special No one can take that away from me That's why I'll keep you in my heart 'til d**h tear us apart But in the meantime, I just stick around In a world full of terror you are my tower of strength This bond is indescribable, it grows deeper and deeper Yours truly 'til infinity! [Hook]