Sik World - They Don’t Even Know lyrics

[Intro] Uh, uh Mh, mh [Chorus] They don't even know (Ye-yeah) I'm dealing with trauma It's become a part of me They don't even know (Ye-yeah) I have PTSD A pain that'll never leave They don't even know (Ye-yeah) That my heart doesn't beat I'm tryna find a remedy They don't even know (No) That I could hardly sleep (Yeah) Because I see you in my dreams [Verse 1] Yeah, always see you in my dreams I think I need to wake up I just wish I could move on 'Cause I don't wanna stay stuck The voices in my head's loud They never seem to stay shut Overthink 'til I can't sleep Paranoid, so I stay up Always lost in my thoughts again Showcase my pain to my audience Watch me rise 'til I fall again Hate my mind 'cause it's fraudulent Always swimmin' in doubt I can't ever get out of it Women want me for clout Now I'm raising my walls again Biggest fear's blowing up Before reducin' the trauma 'Cause all of that added stress will only add to the problem I got a lotta money It doesn't fix anything Want someone to love me, 'cause Then that would mean everything [Pre-Chorus] Always feeling high And then I'm feeling down again Tryna find the source Don't know what the problem is (Ye-yeah) Why am I alone? And, lost the ones I started with They don't even know That I'm getting tired of this [Chorus] They don't even know (Ye-yeah) I'm dealing with trauma It's become a part of me They don't even know (Ye-yeah) I have PTSD A pain that'll never leave They don't even know (Ye-yeah) That my heart doesn't beat I'm tryna find a remedy They don't even know (No) That I could hardly sleep Because I see you in my dreams [Verse 2] Yeah, my left arm's filled with tattoos When really those are just scars I got 'em during bad moods Or whenever life was hard Always used a distraction From all the pain in my heart Never found satisfaction From getting paid for my art It's a ridiculous trade-off That only seems to worsen 'Cause money doesn't pay off When you're a broken person It hurts when some people think My music's music itself When really it's my diary I literally cry for help I'm overlooked, I'm disregarded I'm insecure, I'm broken-hearted I feel unsteady, the pressure's heavy I'm getting tired of bein' an artist Need rehabilitation, a reset from all of this I'm at the point of breaking When's the end to all of this? [Pre-Chorus] Always feeling high And then I'm feeling down again Tryna find the source Don't know what the problem is (Yeah) Why am I alone? And, lost the ones I started with They don't even know That I'm getting tired of this (O-oh) [Chorus] They don't even know (Ye-yeah) I'm dealing with trauma It's become a part of me They don't even know (Ye-yeah) I have PTSD A pain that'll never leave They don't even know (Ye-yeah) That my heart doesn't beat I'm tryna find a remedy They don't even know (No) That I could hardly sleep Because I see you in my dreams