Sik World - Better Alone lyrics

[Verse 1] Yeah, depression is my enemy, feel I'm forever I'm stuck with it Outsiders looking in and can't see I'm mentally strugglin' So much on my plate, there's multiple things that I'm jugglin' It all comes in waves, let my ship sink because I'm done with this Hate my stupid ass ex, 'cause I don't know how to trust again My selfworth is crumblin', try to walk but I'm stumblin' They ask how I feel, I fight the tears, then I start stutterin' I'ma keep it real, felt this for years and I'm still sufferin', damn Someone tell me where's the day went All on my phone, wow, this is how my day's spent Wasted all this time and I can't get it back, but I'll push it aside 'cause I break down and snap (Ahh) I hate the way I feel, there's gotta be a better me 'Cause all of this pain people get a lesser me These demons taunt me daily, they always get the best of me I wish they die a slow death and don't rest in peace, yeah [Chorus] Thought I'd be better alone Still tryna find somewhere to go I've been stuck on this road, oh So alone, by myself Looked around, there's no one else I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, 'lone [Verse 2] Yeah, I miss my daughter every single day Me and her mom went our seperate ways And that's okay, 'cause we were hella toxic But we're cool, happy and well But I just hate sharing you, half a week hurts me like hell I hate being without you, I keep thinking about you The seperation's killing me, I'm incompleted without you You're daddy's baby, you're my princess If you need something, I'ma get it fu*k the cost, 'cause I'ma spend it Here forever, don't forget it, damn I refrain from being vulnerable 'Cause when I do, I break down and get emotional The PTSD strikes, it hurts the most And when I do, I lose my top like a convertable Every song I do is personal This feeling's horrible I wish I could just escape it Waking up, gasping for air, I drown in my self-hatred I hope that God has a plan at the end of what I'm going through 'Cause I have nobody I can turn to (Can turn to) I just know I— [Chorus] Thought I'd be better alone Still tryna find somewhere to go I've been stuck on this road, oh So alone, by myself Looked around, there's no one else I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, 'lone