[Intro] You don’t understand the pain I feel You don’t know how much I hate to be, me You don’t understand the pain I feel You don’t know how much I hate to be, me [Verse] I feel happy and sad, I feel like a contradiction She hurt me after she promised me that this time was different So now my guard’s up, I lost my trust, hoping I can fix it Should’ve trust my gut, was hurt by love, so that’s why I’m defensive You said you loved me then hurt me, something ain’t adding up I cried, burying the future that I had planned for us I’m trying to outrun my past, I guess I’m not fast enough It’s crazy how these people we meet can just damage us But fu*k it, I’ll just movе along, and wipe away my tears I’ve always hеld my own, I’ve been alone for all these years My biggest fear is wasting time, on somebody who does me wrong Who didn’t love me, who was running, and using me like a pawn Sometimes I feel unlovable, my heart’s undiscoverable Hate livin’ a misery, my misery’s insufferable Hurt by the ones we love the most, the toughest pill to swallow My heart used to be full, but now it’s hollow, ’cause I know [Chorus] You don’t understand the pain I feel You don’t know how much I hate to be, me ‘Cause I pray down on the ground, feel so alone My life’s a struggle, nobody knows, oh You don’t know how much I hate to be me You and I, try to be, held you down, why’d you leave? [Outro] You don’t understand the pain I feel You don’t know how much I hate to be, me