Sik World - That's Depression lyrics

(Verse 1) Can't live up to these expectations Lights flickering inside of the basement Cuz i got it right Cuz it isn't right that my fans stayed here They've been patiently waiting For me to drop that one hit But i can't write sh** Writer block s**s co*k I can now put it all together Even if i tried because my life consists of liars f**ing me over is a job f** rap Imma take this mic and put it in my chevy trunk And swerve off of the bridge That where my trains Bang bang bang Like a double barrel loaded gun Im not giving a f** Imma swerve off 3D vision vodka coke in the blum It's the one night cuz i gotta fight To survive Cuz it might cost me My whole motherf**ing life Coke in the pick up And suddenly i collapse Head on the steering wheel fall Keeping my foot on the gas Swerve swerve Till i f**ing crash And you could've motherf**ing saved me If you would have moved in advance (Hook) Im not aware of my surroundings Nobody has found me The skies are always cloudy Yeah thats depression Yeah thats depression (Verse 2) Stumbling drunk on the boulevard Fresh outta the midnight bar Ever wonder why your life's so hard People seem to hate you for who you are People don't accept me they reject me There's a hole in my heart That's so f**ing empty Nothing can fill it Isn't it funny how family are blinded to the fact That what you're living isn't healthy You drunk You high Trynna cover the pain that's inside Your bestfriend becomes your enemy And the person that you trust is telling a lie Have you ever wanna speak your mind Have you ever got so heated that you cried Have you ever punched a hole in the wall and you scream to yourself that 'i wish i could die' Have you got to the point where you had enough And you just can't ever stand it And you grab sh** And you throw it to the wall Then you hyperventilate And you just start to panic Your hearts racing You're back and forth and you're pacing You just can't ever motherf**ing take it And this is the life that you've been given And you hate it But you just cannot erase it (Hook)