Sik World - Lonely lyrics

[Hook: Koda] As winter takes me now of cold and clammy skin A barren empty womb as I am born again [Verse 1: Sik World] I deleted everything, but I'm still stuck with the memories I have a broken smile, I'm not happy, I just pretend to be Angry and full of jealously, hate me, but just remember me Feeling a lack of energy, latching on what you said to me "We'll last forever.", that's a f**ing lie Cause if it was true, you wouldn't be f**ing another guy Especially when we barely broke up the other night Like what did you do to me b**h? You started another fight Ever since you left, you don't know what I've been through Cause I've been so depressed and there's nobody to vent to There's no heart in my chest for me to forgive you Cause I'd be dating a s*ut, that's how everyone depicts you Cause everyone knows what you did and that's the worst thing What's worse is I'm trying to chase you after how bad you hurt me My friend's say, "Jonathan, give that b**h up." But their words are not working It's just when we broke apart, a piece of my heart got buried [Hook: Koda] As winter takes me now of cold and clammy skin A barren empty womb as I am born again [Verse 2: Sik World] I got a graveyard in my heart, pick a ditch b**h I would've showed you life, since I thought you would stick with me I knew you since I was sixteen I wanted to build a future with you, follow our dreams Cause I rapped and you sing And there's no sweet sound, so sing a lullaby So I can fall asleep, so I don't have to see you say goodbye I'm f**ing these thots to cover this hole You made when you left and I'm So jealous you found love Cause that's something that I cannot find I got a thousand cuts and they're getting deeper This girl's like semi-kissing me, telling me I don't need her I know she's lying, cause she wants me, I wish I could believe her But the second me and her get close, then I gotta leave her If love was a crime, I'mma catch a misdemeanor I miss my ex, f** it, I gotta see her I hate that I love her, that makes me an underachiever Cause I should aim higher than dating a liar Why am I trying to keep her? [Hook: Koda] As winter takes me now of cold and clammy skin A barren empty womb as I am born again [Verse 3: Sik World] You were the story of my life, in yours, I was just a chapter You just wasted my time, I guess that I never mattered Telling your friends about me Switching the story, getting it backwards Sick of you playing the victim Saying that I was f**ing b**hes, because the kid was a rapper And you're lying to yourself and I hate that sh** Anything to make you feel justified on why you ruined this relationship You taught me how I could hate a b**h But f** I hate this b**h It makes it worse cause I'd re-date this b**h [Outro: Koda] Comes undone, falls off the edge Falls out young, falls off the edge