Sik World - Liar lyrics

[Verse 1 – Sik World] I gotta be real with myself I wasn’t being real to myself I still have scars that run deep and I haven’t spent any time healing myself No one around could, feel what I felt I felt stuck in painting fear in myself I’m still gonna burn out steaming in hell God, acting like I’m not screaming for help I, gotta get up I can feel it in my gut I wanna give up I can’t trust anyone cos everyone switch up I can’t love anyone cos everyone slip up It’s just me, don’t got anyone I can hit up All I tried was to see stadiums fill up Because of me every light inner gets lit up Changing the world through every lyric I spit up But until I, change it within me I can never change it I turned fake, I got the balls to say it I was riding waves, tryna get famous A million places where my name is Now I hate the stress that it all came with My anxiety’s high and its mad dangerous I lost my girl, I can never save us Being honest with yourself is the hardest favour It’s okay to admit when you’re wrong and your fake It’s okay to lose yourself when you make mistake It’s okay to lose faith after a heart break I can’t say I’m perfect if I did I was lying to your face I’m a liar, and I lie everyday I act like I’m fine but I ain’t Inside I’m dying and I pray, cos I’m only human, yeah What more can I say? Damn [Chorus – Sik World & Alex Marie Brinkley] I feel like I found me but I’m lost again, oh oh oh I felt like I could do it without a friend, oh I’m a liar, to myself I’m a liar, to myself [Verse 2 Sik World] I gotta be real with myself I wasn’t being real to myself I still have scars that run deep and I haven’t spent any time healing myself No one around could, feel what I felt I felt stuck in painting fear in myself I’m still gonna burn out steaming in hell God, acting like I’m not screaming for help I, gotta learn to Accept the fact that there’s no one to turn to Accept the fact that the flame we had burnt through I f**ed up bad, knowing that I don’t deserve you So many problems that we could’ve sat and worked through Wishin’ that I wasn’t the one that had’ve hurt you So blind to that I didn’t see that from your view And now I’m stuck with pictures that I sit and search through And I heard you, moved on, and that it was my fault I’m sick of all the damage that I caused So sick of fricking living inside of my thoughts I’m blind to what I have and only see what I’ve lost And I thought, if I blew up, I would be happy Well I’m not! So don’t even ask me If it looks like I am then I’m probably just acting Cos life is a movie, mine looks like a sad scene I’m lying to myself when I say I believe The truth is I didn’t even see it in me I would only rhyme if I was feeling a beat When I should just be filling in me And rap’s hobbies and its hilling to me I had nobody when I needed to speak Hated my life and it don’t mean it to me I’m still dealing with these demons in me Thought I was found but the real me needed to leave, cos [Chorus – Sik World & Alex Marie Brinkley] I feel like I found me but I’m lost again, oh oh oh I felt like I could do it without a friend, oh I’m a liar, to myself I’m a liar, to myself