Sik World - Legendary lyrics

I wanna die legendary Was never meant to be ordinary The thought of it all is sort of scary Knowing one day, someday I´ll be buried Cause I can´t accept it Cause I´ve been rejected I´ve been put down and disrespected Told my confessions to studio sessions I never found somebody That I could connect with Yo, f** me right I can do anything right Went through the battle But I won that fight Sick of the competition making me feel like I was never good enough But all my life I´ma rip and prove That I´m through with second place Because I´ma take first I don´t know what´s worse Blessed with a curse And it´s been a minute Since I have been to church Though I feel like I´m unimportant I know that I have a purpose Rather or not that I feel like I'm not worth it I´m sure not perfect And I'm sure perfection is just a reflection Of how you interpret; it And I´m nervous but on the surface You can see that I´m confident And I´m dominant and I'm certain, b**h If they think a rapper´s better than I They never heard of Sik I´m the illest to spit it They didn´t wanna listen Keep on pretending I didn´t rip it You´ve been diminished I´m rippin You must consider your career finished I´m the sickest theorist It´s making them admit it The second they start hearin´ it One day I´ma die and I´m nearin´ it I won´t accept that unless I´m a legend And I know that you hear me b**h Don´t like this life I´m promised Don´t like this life I live This is my only moment I know that this is it I wanted this forever I´m still surviving barely I scream but they don´t hear me I can´t die ordinary I wanna die legendary And I´m back again Never was meant for a normal life I said I was not meant for a normal life I said it twice So that way I don´t forget it If I settled for a nine to five And I pay the bills with The rhymes on mind I decided to think of Before I get on the mic Lonely nights, these unfair fights I lost my friends and made some new ones But I´m still doin´ alright I am not a human being Stood away from the druggy group of teens Didn´t follow the typical routine Of a highschooler Who developed the habits Of go smoke and drink I had hopes and dreams; And I love my stoners I just knew it wasn´t meant for me I had to pa** when they puff puff pa** the green And I had to make that sacrifice To get where I need to be This is my pa**ion and sk** If I don´t become a rapper Who the f** will Turned down the parties Where thots would pop pills Have my mom and dad proud I gotta keep it real And nobody feels how I feel Whack a** rappers always get a deal Radio rappers, who´s next I gotta k**? Your rhymes are silly This city really doesn´t f** with you Boy you ain´t ill And I´m standing tall Even with the weight that I carry I scream until they f**ing hear me I´m surviving barely I do not fear d**h And yes, I know the enemy varies And I´ll be known for centuries Not tempoprary Broke out of the Sanctuary 'Cause I won´t be buried as ordinary I´ma die legendary Don´t like this life I´m promised Don´t like this life I live This is my only moment I know that this is it I wanted this forever I´m still surviving barely I scream but they don´t hear me I can´t die ordinary I wanna die legendary