Sik World - 7 Years (Remix) lyrics

[Verse 1] Lately I feel so alone I don't even know why I have a phone Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck Never had someone that I could call my, own It's lonely walking down this, road Fake friends that I didn't have to, know The same ones that f**ed me over and whenever I need them, and I turn around they just turn ghost I feel I'm at a all-time low I am depressed and it hurts me to know My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope She's ignoring every text message I wrote My anxiety is high, my medication is low I am so stressed and I hate being home I sit it over, think everything alone I wish I had somebody to hold, damn I'm sick and tired of putting up a front Like I'm happy but really I'm in a slump I try to stay strong, screaming "I don't give a f**!" But if anybody will give it then I'm, the one I wanna' put down my walls and open up I hide behind this rapper I've become Addicted to being accepted like a drug No ones here I feel like I'm ready to plunge I remember you said my music was wack Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act They said, the image and the drive is what I lack Made me think maybe I could never be a part of rap Well I ignored that, I said f** it and snapped Over 20 Million plays where are my haters at I didn't need a label to give me a chance The day I sell out an arena, I feel like I'm the man Buzzin' hard, but define nothing Never found someone who really loves me People coming around now cause I'm getting money A few plays later now they all see something The same guy that is from the start The same guy my ex left with a broken heart The same guy who turned music into his art The same 7 year old who jumped to being a star I'm 22, and I won't let myself down I stood up right after I fell down It's hard to see heaven when you know your hell bound I never really opened up and that's until now I hope that I never lose you If I could choose one person I would choose you I hope you understand my pain Cause that's somethang that we all got to go through [Outro] I hate being down this road Been down before I feel like I need you more I'm so alone Since I was 7 Years Old My futures all I'd imagine And now I'm here and I look back and I'm screaming dammit This a life I never planned it, no I never planned it