Sik Kid - Broken Home lyrics

[Chorus: Sacka Lish] X2 We don't go back This time... For a place to call my own For a place will I go home [Verse 1: Sik Kid] Yeah How can you live it up when you hit the point you don't give no f**s And you're trapped in a slump and you can't provide and your life s**s I wanna make changes but my past is so bad that I can't erase it And people judge me off and I know I need savin' They'd rather put me down than embrace it I'm more than just another rapper who's trying to get famous (famous) Rejection and the negligence I just can not contain it You tell me it's all right, but then why am I losing every f**in' fight!? And I ain't kiddin' vicodin prescriptions Anti-depressants pack some and crush Prozac still don't make me happy I don't get it Would it make me smile I let the bullsh** piled And then it gets overwhelming that's when I get psycho Suicidal, I don't have an answer I called God's name And he replied with laughter I was born mind-f**ed My brain is workin' backwards And in my story there is no happily ever after! (ever after) [Chorus: Sacka Lish] X2 [Verse 2: Sik Kid] I don't got a home Everywhere I go I feel alone It's like I'm cut off from everybody and they're trapped in the Matrix I stare inside and I see the holes and their lies, the deception, then visualize the propaganda that gets televised You're all brainwashed and I'm not That's why I'm the only friend that I've got All my old friends they got dropped They more crooked than cops Y'all are tied to society like y'all got a couple of knots! There's blood in my veins and it pumps hatred I hate the fact that when I rap it couldn't get me outside of this basement The lights flicker My minds sicker My thoughts iller My brain triggers I die realer (realer) Man this world is full of fakery Rappers are just make believe Fairy tales See me they never say a thing Tryin' to k** myself esteem While my parents They raised a king I don't know where rap is taking me [Chorus: Sacka Lish] X2 [Verse 3: Sik Kid] Do my prayers even get to God Because the life that I'm livin' is just too hard You don't wanna go back to the old you There's so many struggles in my life that I go through And excuse me if I sound depressed But sometimes I gotta get this sh** off of my chest I'm being mind-f**ed and I feel like I'm being possessed And because of it I feel like I just can not progress! I'm fallin', I'm fallin' They see it I have a dream and I pray you believe in me Cause I keep standin' up for no reason And I get knocked down Back down I can't even Take it, it's always good and into ya I'm smokin' hookah, I knew you were in the slump and all day they would brough ya! And life screws ya And I told myself I would blew up But I'm still a loser... [Chorus: Sacka Lish] X2