Signor Benedick the Moor - The Emperor's Plight lyrics

"Let's see where our King's at nowadays, shall we?" [Intro: Signor Benedick the Moor] Thirty years ago I raised a gla**. And at that moment I knew that I would never be poor, I would never be afraid, and I would never be at the bottom. And look at me! No one is ever going to take that from me! [Verse 1: Signor Benedick the Moor] Stand in front of these men, all I see is lies The truth is always subjective, seen different by different eyes; Maybe I used to believe it, but now I've seen what it's like So long atop my own tower, the ground is never in sight They call it the emperor's plight, but I'm pretty sure this is more It's not that I'm lonely- I just don't want to live here anymore At least not with these hands, this face, or these thoughts in my head; I'm certain yes surely it would end if only I were dead [Chorus: Signor Benedick the Moor] And if I didn't do the things I did I would still be little Milo, my mother's sniveling kid Crying home when my frog was no more than a skid on the pavement Hot in July all day his grave I would dig And if I didn't do the things I did I would probably still be the Milo jealous of other kids Who only dreamt about monsters, who woke up quick if they did But Milo never woke up, never once did I close my lids [Verse 2: Signor Benedick the Moor] I'm sorry, but I've come to a conclusion And I don't mean that I've decided, but my soul is one big contusion I never believed in mistakes, but maybe that was a delusion Decisions all from the past but I never now could excuse them Follow me to Hades and I won't be scared How many of your peers' Fathers came into this world prepared? I'm calling upon the stars stained all red like my hands Unable to come to terms with all of destiny's demands [Chorus: Signor Benedick the Moor] But if I didn't do the things I did I would probably still be the Milo she saw when we were kids Chasing geese in the park and trying to get her down A coat that could really hold her, I'd save her if she could drown But if I didn't do the things I did I would still be little Milo, my mother's innocent kid Crying home when my frog was no more than a skid on the pavement Hot in July all day his grave I would dig [Interlude] As he looked down at the rocks below him, there was not moon above him. The water below was not pretty, just black, like the tar that had taken the lives of his prehistoric kings before him [Verse 3: Signor Benedick the Moor] Give me the crown, give me the crown! Now you know my grip is iron! Never letting go, couldn't take it if you a siren Murder? Murder! I thought I told you I'd do anything Any scheme, any penniless petty peasant ain't nothing to me She said “You're going to be a father!” All I did was treat the kid like he's a god damned bother But it always had to be this way Laying with the beasts I slay “Hello mother, pleased to see you.” [Verse 4: Signor Benedick the Moor] Little man atop the tower Always looking down Screams of terror but he never hears the sound Create a barrier protected by the crown Swore he'd never cry again, and now he owns the f**ing town Give her the down, give her the down! If she want it then she get it Knew where he was going, but out of her love she let it Standing on the edge of his tower now he regret it When I saw him at the gates I asked him why he's so pathetic