Sigh - The Trial by the Dead lyrics

Since I have tasted the thing called wisdom Since I have touched the truth Since I have met my destiny My fear keeps growing inside of me I wasn't aware that my eyes were shut Before my time is through Like plagues silently it spread It will choke me until I'm dead I'm on my own So far away I have come When I reached the land of bliss The gate was already closed Of Father Time, why don't you just let me walk out of this? Why are you so cruel to me? Since I have opened my eyes Since I have stopped covering my ears Since I have discarded my disguise All I can do is breeding my fears I stand all alone So far away I had to come I've been keeping walking alone I know I have come too far I've been keeping walking alone I know there's no turning back I live in a dream Then I die in a dream Do you know why I had to welcome my demons With those dreams to be gone Do you know why I had to welcome my demons With those fears to be gone