Sierra Swan - No Matter How Much lyrics

No matter how much you know me No matter how much you say you love me No matter how much I appear that I'm with you No matter how hard I try I still can't trust you I've received all the signs and erased the visions I've been given your lines but muted the meaning These months pa** me by and still I've failed to learn That after all we've been through I still can't hear you But oh I'm so sorry Because this life has made me cruel And after all of that I realize Especially you No matter how much you come to my room No matter how much you see me as a good friend No matter how much I appear to love you No matter how hard I try I still can't trust you You handed me your selfishness and I threw it all away You've given me heartache disguised as tough love but it's pain Tears upon my pillow I hate to say it but i'd rather live this life alone But oh I'm so sorry Because this life has made me cruel And after all of that I realize Especially you Stay or go But either way it's hard to know That you and me Will always be the tide below Pulling me in Pulling me in Pulling me in But oh I'm so sorry Because this life has made me cruel And after all of that I realize Especially you