Sierra Kay - (No) Faith in Fate lyrics

[Verse 1] Lay with me, as the sun creeps through the trees Maybe as the day recedes, we can find what we've been missing I thought it was the beginning With all of the grinning and sinning That we were committing only to giving And living in this newfound bliss But all at once it was shattered, and none of it mattered I gathered the pieces and tried to pick out the pattern To figure out just why you turned from my kiss If it isn't real enough, then give it up, don't lock it down If it isn't real enough, then give it up and turn around I give up, forgive, forget, then begin to reconstruct I thought it was the beginning With all of the grinning and sinning That we were committing only to giving And living in this newfound bliss I thought I could make it all better by writing a letter But never decided whether us tethered together Was ever what we both really wanted from this If it isn't real enough, then give it up, don't lock it down If it isn't real enough, then give it up and turn around If it isn't real enough, it's not love lost, it was never found If it isn't real enough, then why wake up just to wait around? Maybe I'm just meant to be alone Ad this is the world telling me so Used to have some faith in fate Now it's something I can't shake Tell me, is it true, that thing they say? "Good things come to those who wait." But, while I'm collecting dust All the good ones get swept up Maybe I'm just meant to be alone