Sienna Skies - Realization lyrics

I don't know what I am doing but my intentions were high Even when I'm confident my mind is filled with doubt Even when I'm struggling you know what I'm about Because my mind is taking over me and my heart's no longer guiding me Heavy heart is what was weighing me down, Heavy Heart No matter where I look, No matter where I go my spirit seems dampened I know with doubt in my mind I will survive and achieve what I've set out to do So here and now my heart pulls me under deeper and deeper Deeper and deeper Feels like my life has no guidance I know that I'll find it, I'll know when I've found it Searching for something that I truly need and I know that it's out there And I know that it's coming No matter where I look, No matter where I go my spirit seems dampened I know with doubt in my mind I will survive and achieve what I've set out to do I'm filled with doubt here and now I need something, I need someone I'm needing guidance to help me through this To help me through this My doubt is consuming me, It's swallowing me whole It is consuming me and I am falling to my knees Someone help me please Help me please I need to find a way out of this mess